I walk a lot. I'm also an Integral Artist. I've walked this Earth (and, mostly, this strange, strange town) for 33 years or so. I'm 33. Sometimes I look a lot younger than I am, sometimes I look awful.
just found a good person going down a bad paranoid rabbit hole, I wrote this to help out:
here's my general rule about
conspiracy shit: if it takes away your equanimity, if it directly
threatens you or makes you feel that you are directly threatened--toss
it the fuck out! It's weaponized data, total propaganda from satan! The
Truth gets you high, lies drag ya down! Truth empowers, Lies make you
PARANOID! Sit with it, and ask God if it's true? God can tell you that
you're going to die soon and it'll be ok if you listen when and how God
says it. Yes, there are ugly, Godless truths. But the legacy of honesty
is the richest, and the good folks vastly outnumber the evil ones, and
most perceptions of evil that naturally occur are from people at
different levels of consciousness not seeing eye-to-eye and blaming
satan for their lack of comprehension of where another is at! Evil as
some big all-powerful force grasping at the veins and arteries of the
Earth if not the Universe itself, it's wrong. it's just fucking wrong.
Fuck that, even if it were right, why would you invest emotions in
letting that shit overpower you?? Fuck that, dammit, you're generation
X, party like it's 1999 if the end of the world is coming, don't get all
dark and cynical.
Yeah, I'm walking. Into a new dimension, a new world, a new reflection. I'm a gonna go to sleep now cuz it's late.
I don't remember quite what the point of this even was, lolol.